I think I got that right. Happy Rosh Hashana!
Well, again, I had to work tonight. For some reason, getting holidays off that happen to fall on Football nights is like pulling teeth. I had the same problem when I was trying to take the Sabbats off. As long as a holiday falls in the middle of the week, I have no problem. Otherwise, I have my choice between falling behind on bills and starving, or foregoing the holiday celebration until I get a day off.
So, since I'm going to watch OSU kick the crap out of Kent State tomorrow, I'm probably going to just take breadcrumbs with me to throw in the Olentangy River. I think G-d will understand. *sighs* There's so much I'm still trying to understand, and I keep getting behind. I'm really hoping Hillel starts up again soon down here, because it''s a heck of a lot closer to where I live. And I keep getting all these different perspectives from marlowe1
, and weirdjews
, and while they're all interesting, it takes me a day or two to process them. I haven't had this much fun since taocub
tried to explain the new age/pagan version of Kabbalah to me. So, my apologies to the above mentioned. Yes I read your posts. I'm still sorting them out. Pardon me.
And I know that my current non-religious drama is making me bitchy. So, if I've managed to piss someone off recently with a comment, I'm sorry.
It was really odd tonight at work. Steve, my manager, actually thanked me for working there for a year. I kept thinking, "What else was I going to do? Go back to Toxic Hell or Donato's?"
And I know things are changing for me. I actually turned down two people last night who wanted a no strings one-night stand. I know no one wanted to know that, but...I'm so used to being "easy", since I don't feel sexy, so I give myself to anyone who wants me. And now, I'm just looking at it going "Why?".
And tonight, a friend of mine started asking when I'm moving back to Dayton. And I realized I really don't want to. I hate Dayton.
Sorry ya'll, I'm just kinda out there today.